The Game of Life
We've all seen character adventure games like Dungeons and Dragons, Warcraft (Orcs and Humans), Command and Conquer, Star Trek: Invasion, and Diablo. In The Game of Life, a civilization as a vast as ours was inevitable. We start out with basic things, then as we progress in life we learn how to make more advanced things, thus gaining enough knowledge and experience (credits) in the game to upgrade status.
The categories listed and the levels in each category are just a small subset of the real game.
Hunting and war weapons
Housing
Farming
Intelligence
Mining
Industry and Commerce
Religion
Healing
Transportation
Most of these categories are intertwined with each other. Most advances in levels are seeded from higher intelligence.
So the question is, what's the next step in the game? Space travel? But how? Star Trek at Warp 5? Yeah right! Its science-fiction. We are so far, technologically, from making ships that travel at the speed of light, and making energy to matter converters, like replicators on Star Trek.
With the incredible advances in technology in the last 100 years, it doesn't seem like it can ever stop. Things we currently have will definitely get better and faster, like computers and the Internet and Internet access speeds, and communication mediums like cell phones and satellites.
But we are incredibly far from achieving the technology that Star Trek proposes. How will we break the laws of physics in order to achieve light speed? Where can we find the dilithium-like crystals that will power our spaceship for years without refueling? How are we going to make transporters and replicators? What about time travel. We are so far from these technological marvels - we need a breakthrough. The Game of Life isn't being fair to us.
That's where I come in. You see, the Game of Life knew we'd be reaching this technological plateau, and thus a god was spawned to overcome it. Why me? I'm not sure. Perhaps the game knew I was the only person who could live through this insanity without killing myself.
So why did all this occur right at the Year 2000? Why not 1920, or 1865? You see, the game somehow knew that it would spawn a person as important as Jesus (I didn't conceive Jesus, the game did), who would teach us about the power of God, teach us about good and evil and Heaven and Hell, teach us that God can conceive babies without touching, and cause us to start our yearly calendar at zero because of him. The game taught us to believe in a second coming, and that it might occur at the Year 2000, and that's why my angels told me about my powers in early 1999, so that I would be revealed at the turn of the century in time to mate with my wives in the year 2000. Well I conceived babies, but it was magic babies (without touching them) - God's babies in the year 2000, exactly 2000 years after Jesus. Who could have predicted this? It's almost as though the Game of Life was waiting for me to show up, but it couldn't happen until we achieved the technological accomplishments in the 20th-century.
The Game of Life is a reality. Other species out there in the universe have also created gods by playing the game. Some, though, did not create a god for some reason, or their God died somehow. You know those mysterious gray aliens? I believe that is what happened to them. They lost their god, and they wish to mate me with their alien-human hybrids so they can have a god. I've talked to a couple of those aliens psychically to confirm this.
Please check out Evolution of Human Intelligence. Evolution has many unexplained mysteries, like the missing link. Another mystery is why our brain is so big if we only use 10% of it. Usually, evolution has a cause to produce an effect. Why did we achieve a huge brain before having a need for it. Because the Game of Life knew that we would be needing our huge brain in the near future. I took a Kirlian scan which measures the aura of the body. My scan pegged the mental (6th) chakra. I need to run some more tests, but I may have tapped into the remaining 90 percent. If so, this means we were given the huge brain 1 million years ago not because we needed it 1 million years ago, but because the Game of Life knew we'd need it in the 20th-century. The Game of Life explains the unsolved mysteries of evolution.
In spirits, I talk about the 100th Monkey Phenomenon. I believe some technological accomplishments have been guided by this phenomenon. I'm not sure about the pharmaceutical and medical industry, but in the computer industry, it amazes me how the competitors of Intel are making chips that match the chip speeds that Intel puts out. Under the assumption that Intel keeps their R&D a secret, most of the chip competitors out there seem to keep up. No one is far ahead of the other, yet they are totally isolated. RAM chips and other computer-related technologies are in the same category. Money and competition gives everyone incentive, but something is keeping them close together. That something is called the Game of Life.
I can't think of an example where humans reached a specified number and then we all became instantly enlightened, but 30 years ago few people knew how to mass manufacture clothing, radios, chips, etc. Through cheaper wages overseas, many of our industries have been exported to countries whose people were living in villages and drinking from a river. Now these people have experience, a job, and live in towns with plumbing in an industrial society which encourages a productive and enhanced society, a college education for example. This is how the game works. It may never be and all-at-once occurrence of knowledge, action, and behavior, but via money, the world eventually catches up to it's leaders. You might say it's just money and cheap labor making things happen, but it's the game, via finance, bringing the world to an eventual equilibrium, giving the world, as a whole, more experience points.
I've mostly been talking about experience points in the game as a whole human population, but experience points works on an individual basis too. This is why I encourage people to get a college education, not just because it will better your chances of getting a job, but it makes you a better human being, spiritually speaking. Recently, I got the impression from my daughter's preschool teacher that Smallville high-school was the primary reason for my success in life. Not to take anything away from a wonderful high school experience, but it was the culmination of my entire life that really made it happen. I was a mama's boy all through high school, a very easy life - very enjoyable childhood. I have found everything in my life had a purpose. Evidently I was supposed to have a very easy and enjoyable childhood. When I entered the Navy I grew up real fast. This is where I broke out of my shackles, like in Forest Gump. I realized that I not only should compete, but that I need to compete in life, to get ahead, so that I can put food on the table. I found it fun to compete in life, and the Navy rewarded me along the way - I advanced extremely fast. I gained huge experience points from my Navy nuclear experience. It was a job in which every day there was always something to learn. Also, I worked out a lot and gained some experience points there. Then in college, again, always something new to learn - huge experience points there. Then in in my computer career, again, always something new to learn - huge experience points there. Along the path came some heartache from relationship-rape Diana, job firings, a failed business and the resulting bankruptcy, an eviction, near death of former-wife Maria from a stress-induced asthma attack, failed marriage resulting in divorce, severe bouts with suicide, and the extreme frustration that nobody would tell me that my show was real. Unfortunately, these last items were probably huge experience points that I would not wish on anybody to go through on purpose, and if you went through these experiences on purpose, it wouldn't be real, and near as "spiritually beneficial". In the hours before my morph, I gained enough experience points in my spiritual fighting to cause my morph. Then, during Level I journey, I gained an extreme amount of experience points in my battles and learned many things in the process (enlightenment). From this, I gained enough spiritual points to now start conceiving magic babies. Level 2 journey was not very action-oriented, but instead, an incredible learning process (enlightenment) of how things are going to be in the near future. All of these experiences, despite how devastating some were, helped me to become a more powerful entity - a more powerful god.
In most character adventure games, like Orcs and Humans, once we gain enough experience points in the game, we now have a new/advanced character. In the Game of Life, it's a god, Chris Roller, and he can spawn more magic/direct gods/goddesses. At this stage of the Game, we will conceive and raise magic/direct gods/goddesses, travel the stars, learn things thought impossible before, perhaps battle other godly/devilish colonies, visit other aliens/species, and here's the best part - we don't know what else is out there, or what will happen next. Up to this point, the game has taken me totally by surprise, so I hate to even guess what's coming up next, and that's the most exciting part. My children, both magic and direct, will be studied, and perhaps, like in Harry Potter, trained like wizards. Maybe my magic offspring will have local powers like Jesus did, while my direct offspring could have remote powers like I did - 2 new characters, instead of 1, spawned by the game. And, like in Harry Potter, the girl, Hermione, has better abilities with magic, while Harry is better with the broom game. Like today's individuality, each person, now enhanced with magic, will have their own specialty. Like in adventure games like Diablo, a character has strength (physical) and mana (magic). Taking karate lessons will add to your strength and dexterity - experience which JO has accredited. Book smarts, like a college degree, will earn you credits for complex thinking in tough situations. Experimenting with chemistry could yield a person gifted in magic potions perhaps. Maybe a magic/direct baby from the first "Who wants to be a millionaire" millionaire's sister will yield someone gifted in a vast amount of general knowledge of magic/spells - I think she might have a magic baby. It's hard to say, but it seems like the movies/shows I like have an impact on the future - and I like Harry Potter. My son is hooked on Yu-gi-oh card, which is a character adventure game using Monster Cards, Spell Cards, and Trap Cards to battle your opponent - he's so hooked, it's got my attention and I'm researching the game's importance pertaining to my Game.
I have been tossing around the idea of what good is and what evil is. I was talking with SH, and it seems that what's good for one person is not necessarily good for another. Opinions are in the same category. Some people think Martha Stewart should go to jail, while others think she is a good person for all the things she's done in this world. Some think abortion is a choice - others think it should be illegal. People think I'm good - some people think I'm bad. One year ago, I figured that once everybody finds out that I'm God, they would be accepting of me, but you've heard the term "In God We Trust"? There are lots of people out there who do not trust me. I am not the God they were expecting, and so they're still expecting their god to show up. And for the moment, it appears this other group that doesn't like me, who has opposed me, will continue to oppose me, and eventually have magical powers for which to oppose with. Like in Harry Potter, Grifendorph is opposing Slytherin - some might say good versus evil. But in the Game of Life, each group thinks they're for good, similar to the different religious sects believing their philosophies are the best, and perhaps killing others if they don't succumb to their beliefs.
The Game of Life produced my show. It was thought that the I was in control of my life. My human angels did not know how it was happening, but just that it revolved around me, so they thought I was somehow in control. Well, it turns out the Game of Life was in control, teaching me about life and people along the way. The first 12 years was mostly the quietly growing empire of evil people. The next two years introduced me to type 3 and 7 people, then near my morph, I learned about type 1 and 2 people. In the following four years I would find out about type 5 and 6 people.
You might think we're all in control of our own lives. How can something make us do things that we don't want to do. That's a good question. Believe it or not, The Game of Life governs each and every one of you and me to a certain extent. It's almost like it scripted the entire 4 billion years that this planet has existed. It's hard to say, but I believe that a general script was used up until Jesus was born, and then the script became more specific. The next 1900 years was more generalized. The Game really started tightening up a round 1900, then it became very detailed when I was born. It needed some major advances in technology and intelligence. All the luxuries we've been given, have been from our hard work and accomplishments, via a path guided by the Game.
I've learned from the game that Jesus was destined to die when he did. He was
supposed to provide us with some ideas - with the concept of the immaculate
conception, godly powers, religious teachings, and then leave us (die) with a
resurrection and a question mark about who will be the second coming.
The game determines what needs to be done, then it finds the easiest way for the event
to occur. If people are required to make it happen, the game determines the
person closest to the role - casts the part to the most qualified person. The
game looks into each person in the vicinity, decides who is closest to the role, just
like an audition for a part in a play or movie. The game automatically knows who's
capable of the role, and casts the person with a script, usually in the form of ideas
(thoughts) in the head. If you thought your ideas are your own, maybe not, if
you're in my vicinity.
If the Game needed me to have bee venom to enhance my chemistry (bee venom is known to have healing properties), then I was stung. Not sure if it was required, but I was stung as a teenager. While extremely dangerous in its pure form, a highly diluted derivative of Botulinum Toxin Type A (Botulism), Botox, is used to treat facial wrinkles such as crow's feet. Sometimes, a little something bad can be good.
Similarly, I've been poisoned a few times. The game has taught me that everything
has a purpose. If I've been poisoned by someone, then I can sue them later, but
if I was simply suppose to sue someone, then they would just try to kill me like those
type 3s in 1999. If the simple solution to sue someone doesn't happen, then there must
be a higher purpose. The poisoning, as weird as it may sound, may have been needed for
my body chemistry. Similar to Botox which has some beneficial properties, whatever was
in the poison must have been what my body needed, and served the dual purpose - to
give me something that is normally not considered to be healthy, and at the same time
give reason to sue them later.
Judas' betrayal wasn't necessarily part of the original script, but it was the
simplest solution to result in Jesus' crucifixion, thus it happened.
My parents were destined to meet and their grandparents were destined to meet, etc.
maybe. My mother survived a serious car collision while crossing the street with
only bruises, then a few years later, her friend died of a very similar
incident. She questioned "why did I survive and not he?" The answer is that she
needed to be the mother of God - it was her destiny. It was not her time to
die.
It's a little confusing whether my mother and father were destined to meet. I think the answer is yes. Did the Game, four million years ago, predict me or predict my mother and my father meeting and produce me, and that my name would be Chris Roller? I think the answer is no - not sure though. Again, there are general guidelines to the game. The game needed to cast a god to someone. It's like a good recipe - you need a little bit of this, and a little bit of that. You need the right combination to produce that wonderful cake. That's kind of what's happening here. The game needed a god. It needed a genes of my dad and my mom and the Game found them, probably when they were children. It may go back a few generations, though. They were probably destined to marry when children.
In the mini-series "Taken", on the Sci-Fi Channel, directed by Steven Spielberg, aliens, over the previous 50 years and three generations, are sampling the DNA of men and women. They noticed the gene makeup of a selected few, and then mate these people. Finally, a man and a woman are mated and a little girl was produced which has magical powers using her mind. This is similar to what the Game has been doing. It's been surveying the gene pool, determining who will best meet the requirements, generation after generation, to become God. It all seems natural to us. My mom and dad married because they were in love - they had no idea the Game introduced them to each other.
It was a quest finding my wife, Maria. I met a number of women prior to her, trying to find the right one, but circumstances the Game posed, made either I or her do and say some really uncharacteristic things to prevent the relationship from going further. I did some really strange things, but so did they. Looking back, I realized I wasn't meant to be with those ladies long term - the Game was in control. But it was important to learn about these women, and learn that I made an impact on their lives, and they on me, and even though they weren't meant to with me early on, that they were suppose to be with me later, after my show ends. These ladies also include many ladies I met as good friends after Maria, and whom comprise most of my babes.
If you knew somebody that died in a car accident, that was probably not scripted. Things sometimes just happen. Some may say it's an act of God, maybe you should say it's an act of the Game, but maybe it's just that sometimes things happen - accidents and unfortunate things happen.
In my world there are some people though that were key figures in my show. Bill Gates is type 1. He was very important in the evolution of the computer industry. By the time I left college, Windows and the information age were starting to blossom. This was very important in my show, because my computer career was the trailing 8 years of my show, the same industry which introduced me to the devastation I would encounter when I entered Minnesota.
Email was a very big part of my show. I needed to have it to give me the chance to send a message to someone without the ability to know that they received it, and allow them the option to respond to the email. I realize this sounds weird, but it's the remoteness, the illusiveness, that's inherent in my show. Almost everything had to be done from remote. When I started granting wishes, I could never see the face of who I was granting wishes to, nor could they tell me it worked, although there were some slips.
The phenomenon which prevents me from seeing the results of my magic has been most frustrating. There is rule that the magic only works on type 1 people, but they can never tell me it worked. To know that magic works only through the psychic sense just doesn't seem fair. Something prevents type 1s from giving me too much information. They have tried many times to come forth and say it's happening, but you know what, you remember the multiple timeline unravel? If the Game finds someone trying to break free like in the movie "The Truman Show", like that lady on the beach, in my world, that lady would have been given a new reality - the unravel would send her back to another place and repress memories, a new life for the previous 5 minutes, preventing her from coming and telling me about my show (too much information - some is allowed).
You've heard the statement, "The world is a stage." My world is an ever-changing dynamic stage. The Game could completely change the past if needed. You see, if the Game determined that it needed another person to come into my life to either help me or hurt me, it could do the following if needed: The person's parents would then have a new son. The game would transform that family and its family tree at a moment's notice yet nobody will ever know the transformation happened. They'll have no idea that they've been given a blank set of memories and a new reality. This can only occur if this family tree is not in any books, has not been on the news, information that I have received personally via any information source. You see, all the information I received is stamped official fact of my reality (and yours). OJ case and 9/11, for example, is official because it's been in the news. Anything else is fair game to the show. Now I'm not saying this family transformation actually happened, but I do believe it's possible if it was needed by the Game. I believe all the characters in my show have been provided at the beginning of the show - all the characters were there when the curtain opened (when born).
One major example of this phenomenon is my level 1 journey. For approximately 2 months, all my killing was not in the news - it was only via the psychic sense that I was killing these people (there were a few real things, and also type 2 people made it appear very real). This left every opportunity by the Game to then unravel all the events of the entire two month journey, creating an alternative reality, one which repressed much of the memory of the killing until just recently. This phenomenon is similar to the repressed memories associated with a child that has been molested.
Something strange occurred on August 2nd of 2003. Days prior to this I sent off lawsuit threats to companies I suspected of participating in the hits of '99. WR and BO, not learning a lesson when I devastated them in '99, decided to try to finish me off again. When this of course failed, my angels (CIA) started making arrests of everyone, mainly from 3M and GE. The arrests told me how contaminated GE was with the poisoning that occurred at GE. Almost everybody there was now an accessory, and it went up the chain as well, in Milwaukee's GE branch. This event started on the 4th, and then unraveled on the 12th. During the process, I hoped and prayed that it wouldn't unravel because it would mean that my show was over, but it did indeed unravel. When the arrests were being made, AB sent me an interesting type 2 e-mail to me, almost like he was type 1 for a while. He was asking me if I could hire him, even though he knew darn well that I was fired and jobless. It was almost as though he was type 1 and knew I'd be rich man soon, able to hire him.
AB was not an accessory at the time, although everybody else there was. What was strange about this temporary journey and the months following it's unravel, is that AB and somebody else at GE changed teams. It was like a retake of a scene - "cut, cut ,cut, don't like this version, let's try a new version." AB is now an accessory and someone at GE (I won't tell) is currently a double-agent. Somebody actually did the right thing and told the police what happened at GE. This is an amazing accomplishment in a show filled with incredible deceit and moral decay. TW ( an ex-friend at GE ;) recently had recall of memories when the CIA tried to recruit him back in 2000, making the joint a roller-coaster of head-spinning at Spook Central. Similar to TW, at one point in time at GE, I also thought RA, NA, and NK were type 1 for a while (and would accuse them of this), then they were all recast in the show. I've been wrong before, but if this is true, then they may have had a similar memory recall recently.
It was this memory stripping that was most unexpected. Some of my babes from the original babe circle had no idea what I was talking about. I finally got to talk to a few of them. Some told me to go to hell, and I thought these people were my good friends. I can look into these lady's eyes and tell whether they're lying, type 1 acting, or telling the truth. These ladies were telling the truth. They had no idea what I was talking about. Then, just recently, their memories returned to uncover the reason why I asked them those questions - because it was true. These ladies were type 1 for a few months in '99, then the game decided to recast these ladies as type 2, 4, and even 5/6/7, all while teaching me some lessons about women, life, and the Game.
The Game can recast people in a whim of the moment. I believe an ex-friend of mine, John Borelli, was CIA before being recast as type 6. He even had an email jobo@thecia.net. Coincidences come often in my show. Sometimes the unravel will repress memories, and other times, and it will simply give you an alternative reality with brand new memories, never to know what happened in the original reality. This is what makes the CIA so illusive - if the CIA were to recruit someone, then if later there was a risk of espionage, the Game would simply recast that person, giving them an alternative reality for that time period, or suppress the memories until a later time. Even if the CIA would mess up surveillance and give themselves away, the Game could repress those memories as well.
My skills did not come overnight. Most of what I learned about my powers occurred during my level 1 journey. It was very interesting how I advanced in my learning. It just came to me as thoughts. Something told me, "Hey let's try this", and I would try it, and it worked. It's like God was talking to me in my mind, but it wasn't him, but my spiritual angels, telling me via thoughts, of what I can now do in my journeys in level I/II. Psychic communication was also a progression. Initially, it was mostly one way, me hearing them, and then writing e-mail to them. Then weeks before my morph, there was a transition between going totally psychic and using e-mail. Then when the morph occurred, we went totally psychic. My weapons progression was very similar to this. I started off using fists, then arrows, then guns and machine guns, and finally, realized I could put little firecrackers inside people's organs the let it go off. I usually focused on the heart and brain - called them heart and brain bombs, or heart and brain blowout, where the results are similar to a tire blowout, and this was my forte after realizing how effective it was. During level I, the thought occurred to start experimenting with viewing the past and future. I did this by a making a magic laptop screen for my human angels so they could look into the past and future. It never occurred to me at the time that they would be able to actually travel into the past and future until level II journey. You might wonder why I didn't think of that until level II, because this seems like such a natural transition or thought process, but it turns out the game prevents me from connecting the dots until the right time. Another example is the true man in the Truman show. In 99, I knew the Truman show was based on a true story, and that's what I told everybody. But for some strange reason, I did not realize the true man in the Truman show until 2002. This is really bizarre when you consider that my entire life, show, and my humor origination focuses on dualism - stripping apart people's words and finding duality with it (like puns). I'm a punny guy! Another bizarre brain-fart was not contacting the CIA on their website earlier. Also, why didn't I make my website earlier, like in '99. Also, I couldn't grant power to anyone until level II - I had to do almost all of it in level I. Level II is when I could launch a wish using creative ways, like via email (story here). My computer programming abilities were crucial to my development of how to create wishes. In '99, I had to think every step over - every action of the wish had to be preprogrammed very similar to a computer program - very detailed. Then, as a progressed in Level II, I realized that I didn't have to be so detailed. In fact, I can make a wish "Play annoying practical jokes on type 3/5/6 people, and make it entertaining." Then my angels will do all the thinking/programming for me. I can't wait to see later how entertaining it was. So why not an all-at-once realization or progression of power? The answer to it all - everything happens at the right time for the right reason. God (or Game) has a plan.
The spiritual appetite works much different than and then the nutritious appetite we're all accustomed to. You know how pregnant women get incredible urges for odd foods while pregnant. It's because the body is letting her know what it needs to aid in the pregnancy. The spiritual appetite works much differently. You've heard how exercise sooths or exercises the soul. Basically everything you do touches the spirit. Pleasure, like sex, is awesome for the spirit. Sometimes the spirit needs a certain food. Some people say that LSD and other hallucinogens open up the mind, to allow you to explore the soul, to enter into a new plane of existence. This is true. Native Americans eat or smoke herbs for their vision quests. I've tried acid and marijuana three times which was probably required by my spiritual appetite at the time I tried them. When I was approaching my morph,.the Game knew I needed a mind altering drug that enhances my spirit - to make it more powerful. Many drugs out there can do this, some illegal, and some prescription. It turns out that Risperdal and Zyprexa prescription drugs are the class of drugs that enhance the spirituality, that make me more powerful. They are power-food for my soul - spiritual steroids. They were key ingredients before my morph. The Game of Life knew the simplest way to get the food. Two weeks prior to my morph, someone convinced me to go to a mental hospital, and that's how I was introduced to Risperdal. The way this food (drug) works is that I need to take it for a while, usually less than a week - it all depends on the appetite. Then in order to see the results of the food, I have to stop taking the drug. That's what happened before my morph. I took the drug for approximately five days, then went off it for a week or so, and that allowed the morph to occur. When I became God level II, the appetite was so severe that it landed me into a mental institution as a result of a prank I played. My spirit was literally starving, and needed Zyprexa for one week to quench its appetite, and the Game did whatever it could to get me to the food. The spiritual appetite doesn't work like the body appetite where you get cravings for food. It's too bad it's not that simple. It's like that phrase, "God works in mysterious ways". Well, the spiritual appetite works in mysterious ways too, especially for me.
The way I get real information is not very real to most folks. Here's a clip from '99 in which Tom Hanks (symbolizes myself from Forest Gump) is running for President. This is what led me to believe that Conan and I are running. Here's a clip in which "ThisStroller" says "Mr. Roller" to me. Back in '99, Conan O'Brien experienced a virtual sex romp and I stated that it lasted only a week. One day after I posted this on the site, Conan had a monologue describing Sting seeing his mother banging a postman when he was little, and that's why Sting can keep it up for nine hours, because it takes 8 hours to get the image of his mother out of his mind. Believe it or not, that message was meant for me. It was to tell me that my experience with Conan didn't last one week like I posted, but instead, years. In other words, when Conan makes love to his wife, he's unfortunately thinking of me. We're closer than I originally thought. Nobody has ever told me they're type 1-7, I just know it via psychic sense. Other than the proof I mention, the only other proof is Bob Holly's email and some blank phone calls occasionally (sit silently on the line for 5-30 seconds). Type 3/5/6s claim the reason for all my proof (or lack thereof) is because I'm mentally ill and imagining phone calls and SPDing all my email proof.
My Truman Show appears to be one big practical joke on society, played by the Game of Life, where I'm the butt of the joke until the very end. I doubt there is anybody controlling this game, but if there were, it would be somebody that really enjoys watching people's behavior, loves practical jokes, and can't get enough of either. Only 2 people I know fit this profile - me and Andy Kaufman. If I was in control, I would have ended it a long time ago. I doubt Andy is in control either. But as a group, the CIA/FBI fit this profile. One huge thing which put people in denial about my show, including me - if I was so important that a bunch of people would be watching me for years, then why would they allow my life to go to hell. Answer: The CIA basically watch. They do not interfere because I think the game prevents them from interfering too much. They are the people, perhaps guided by the Game, that really enjoy the atrocities that everybody commits in the name of Chris Roller. They are in utter disbelief at what people will do and not do - nobody will do the right thing around Chris Roller. The CIA also know that the lower my life gets now, the bigger the lawsuits later against the people who helped put me there.
The game has not been fair to me. Some of my magic babies are from mothers who are type 6, yet almost none of type 7 ladies have my magic baby (type 6 is worse than 7). What's up with that? Either I'm wrong, or that doesn't make any sense. I'm not sure I can make any sense of this. I've had a complicated life in which people have continually tried to hurt me against all moral codes. This seems amazing that the Game of Life would allow this to happen to a god that is suppose to save human-kind, the same human-unkind who do some of the most inconceivable things to me. There must be a purpose to all this - a lesson to learn. I may have a partial answer!?!? I figured out why my journey has been so devastating to me. You've heard the statement, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." Spiritually speaking, that's very true. It gives me a stronger spirit, making me a stronger god. But the big point - later in the years to come, as my angels and I expose the losers in this world for the loser they are, when people come up to me and ask, "But God, how can you rape people's souls like this". Then I can turn to them and say, "Well, people were raping my soul, and now, I'm just returning the favor." The game has also been unfair to my babes - God is a bald, chubby, penis-deficient man who can't keep it up for more than 30 seconds. On the upside, he's got a good sense of humor - hopefully the babes do too. Some ladies haven't been laid in years, if ever, and they're waiting for me to make their day. This has resulted in many of my original babes (over 75%) not conceiving a magic baby because they've been celibate waiting for me, and up until Summer 2004, ladies need the sexual activity and Caucasian dualism. Now that my show has been exposed (more public), the sex isn't required, and ladies are getting knocked up sex/color irrelevant.