Spirituality

Spirits

I don't want to pretend that I know everything about spirits, as I'm still learning as I go but I will do my best. The spirit is energy - an information center about your entire life. Everything you do is stored there. I believe this is where memories are stored. The brain links to this information center to retrieve past memories. Some people have better memory recall than others. This simply means that they have a better link to the information center. Some animals have ways of linking to other spirits in the spirit center. For example, dogs have been able to predict earthquakes and predict when their owner is going to have a heart attack. This means that the spirit is in touch with the future timeline - and other spirit's future time line. The closer the bond between two spirits, the better the link. My angels informed me when I was in danger. My cat seems to be in tune, spiritually, with when I'm taking a crap. He knows he's going to get lots of petting, no matter how quiet I enter the bathroom, so he's linked to my spirit, like a rule, "Inform me when Chris is taking a dump". Some animals know when their owner is going to give them food, and run to their bowl in anticipation. My cousin broke down crying after saying bye to her father without explanation two weeks prior to his unexpected death, like she somehow knew it was the last time she was going to see him. A poker player playing in a big poker match might be able to tell if his competitor is bluffing or not - he might be able to link into his competitor's spirit and find out what he will play using the spirit link. Think of it as instinct, or intuition - a sixth sense. We all have it, and we all use it in our daily lives whether we know it or not. It is this instinct that has warned me of my impending danger, when people were trying to kill me. It's also this instinct that tells me when women are attracted to me. I don't need pheromones to tell me when a woman's horny - neither do most men, I believe. Some of us have the ability to communicate with spirits, to predict your future and discuss the past - psychics. Some of us have the ability to communicate with dead spirits - John Edward for example. With John, again, readings with spirits are done with people with close bonds - friends and relatives. I have communicated with dead spirits occasionally, but it's mostly been live people. You might wonder why John Edward can't communicate with live spirits - why is it just the dead ones? I believe it is a rule given to him provided by the Game of Life. I'm psychic, but only to my angels and babes. My magic currently only works on type 1 cast members. This is all bizarre, but it is just a rule for now.

We all have the ability to touch other spirits. For example, it's been proven that praying works, although we're still not sure how. If you've got cancer, get on as many prayer lists as you can. Whatever you do, don't pi__ off a large number of people. I believe that's how Andy Kauffman got cancer. You can also pray not for just one person, but for a group of people, or the entire world population at one time. I can spiritually link to all my babes at one time in an experience called spiritual sex.

When daughter Nicole was in the hospital being delivered it was not a normal delivery. She was two weeks late and thus had crapped in a womb, which immediately caused her to go into labor. When the baby was delivered (just 45 minutes later), she was barely breathing and they were talking about an operation to get tubes down her lungs. So I looked up to the heavens and siphoned as much energy as I could from the universe, then I focused the energy into my finger, touched Nichole's nose with the thought of "be okay", and then left the room to check on Maria. When I came back 5 minutes later, she was fine (complete recovery), so the staff was trying to figure out exactly what I had done to cause her to have instant recovery. I think the word is called desperation.

When BC's son had an awful brain tumor (after Level I), he was undergoing chemotherapy when he told us about the story at church. I of course snapped my fingers to issue the healing wish, and would later shake his hand to help solidify my magic (like with Nicole) if indeed I could help. It could have just been coincidence that the chemotherapy did a great job, but he hasn't had a problem since my help, which I kept secret because I knew that was the best way for my magic to work - by keeping it remote - no one knowing/acknowledging me. BC later ran a website called AngelBus.org, which I helped create, which helps children get transported to hospitals when they have an illness like brain cancer, and I thought desperately about telling my story, but there's just so little proof, that it's hard to say you're a healer if you have no proof. I had already freaked out most of the church with my morph story, so people were more likely to believe that I was the Devil before believing I was God and a healer (for example).

It wasn't until fall of 2002, when I met a lady at Sunday church, Sharon, while interviewing in Texas. She showed me a picture of her son who is a severely born-deformed 27 year-old son (who looks 13) and in the constant need of attention his whole life. It was her traumatic story and her son which inspired the thought of healing people. I started www.WishMission.com, but I couldn't decide on a name. 2 names came to mind - WishMission, and ConditionalWish.com because I knew that people could not tell me that the magic was working in order for its success. After my angels Leaked-Through some of the wishes to give me indication that I could indeed confirm/witness the magic, I named the site WishMission now. But then my angels started dissing me again - they wouldn't give me any more confirmation.

All of my wishes at WishMission.com are granted by touching the spirit - without meeting anyone. One of the wishes was to cure AIDS, and that requires touching everybody that has AIDS. You might wonder how I know who has AIDS? Well, I use my spiritual Angels and the Force to find out answers to these questions instantaneously. They make my life real simple. Another wish was to have a certain man fall in love with her; change someone's fate; in this case, a Cupid. I had about three or four of these types of wishes, but only one has worked, so I'm still not sure if fate can be changed. Another example would be to change the outcome of a football game. It's much easier to change one's physical appearance or to give something physical.

I do know that my fate can be affected. The wish is an interesting phenomenon with me. Expectation is a wish. One place where I worked, some ladies were under the impression that I'm some kind of pervert. Imagine that. I didn't know it was a crime to be a man. So what happened is they would get in their little circle and gossip about me, then when one of them would walk the opposite way of me down the hallway, I would mysteriously look from the floor up to her, but instead of looking at her eyes like most normal people, I would look at her breasts. And what was interesting about this is that it was like I had no control of myself. Also I looked at her breasts at the exact time she was looking at me to see if I would look at her breasts. So you see, if you expect me to be a pervert, then you will get what you wish for. Then she would tell her friends about the incident and that would stir the gossip even more, so it was a never ending circle. My fate can be controlled to a certain extent. It can be as simple as looking at breasts, or it can be more complicated like the details of a walking path.

Another time, I was snowboarding with TG on Buck Hill at the very early stages of my '99 revelation. My Angels were not fully aware of this wish gene at the time, nor how devastating it can be. Tim was a newcomer to snowboarding and was still learning how to stop effectively. TG and I like speed, so we would race down the hill. Circumstances would have it that we needed to slowdown prematurely. In doing so, TG would hook from my left in to me like a missile into a fighter jet. Of course, when he collided this created what the ski industry calls a "Garage Sale" (mittens and boots go flying so spectators can shop for new garments) The collision and wipeout was pretty bad - we both would have survived without injury, but Chris Roller has a wish gene. What added to my misery was that I had been experimenting with swapping my left and right boot holders of my snowboard a day before this. This would not be a wise move, because the shape of the straps conform to the foot, so if you swap boot holders, the contour no longer matches the foot. So when I wiped out, the pressure from the boats compressed my foot in abnormal fashion, which stretched the tendons out in the arch support. I would limp home, but it would be that night, in bed, when I would wake up in severe pain and realize that my injury was not a simple one. I would go to the doctors and they would recommend an arch support, but two years would go by, but still the feeling that something still wasn't right. Through experimentation, I realized I needed to stretch the foot out, to stretch the tendons so that they could then relax into their normal position. After a year of that physical therapy, I was basically 95 percent (currently 99%)So it took over three years to get over that injury, and guess what? It occurred because of a wish to prevent me from going to a job I thought was lined up for me. My angels didn't want me to go there. That's right - the injury occurred the night before the job would start, and I had to call in sick with the injury so I could go to the doctor (and find the job was not lined up). I did not go to the job because of their wish, which cost me a three-year injury.

So be careful what to wish for, because something global could occur, like the fall of the recent economy. What you ask?

A major wish that was cast upon me by my human angels was that I end my Truman show in Smallville, Minnesota. When I morphed in Burnsville Minnesota in 99, I almost immediately moved to Smallville where I was safe from the attempted hits. They got their wish. But there was also another wish that all my babes get pregnant by me starting in the year 2000. After I found out that I was creating magic babies in June '99, I fulfilled the wish. Then they told me that they wanted to study me some more - a 3 year hold. Yeah for me! Thus they willed me to my next job almost immediately, in Sioux Falls S.D. I was extremely pi__ed about this move and the fact that my show is not going to end for 3 damn years and I'm not going to get laid like I was promised for months! Bastards! Having very little proof of my show, I often wondered if I might have imagined that whole experience in '99, but Brian Stack's correspondence kept me going at GE.

Remember that wish to end My Truman show in Smallville Minnesota. Well, I wasn't aware of it at the time - only now. The Game of Life knew what it would take for Chris Roller to get back to Smallville. It would require me to lose my job in early 2002, which happened unfortunately. But I could simply get another job in the computer industry which was flourishing. Again, I kept in mind the three-year delay (only psychic), but I didn't know about the Smallville finale. I thought it could end in Sioux Falls. Do you see the equation here. I have to lose my job and not be able to get another job while searching throughout the entire country (not necessarily believing the 3 year delay nor even my show at this point - all psychic - had no hard proof). That means that the economy of the country needs to be crippled somehow. Remember 9/11? That's right - it happened when it did because of a wish upon me. I was under the knife, getting hair transplants, the minute I heard the twin towers were being hit. Do you see the duality of my show - restructuring (destruction) of my head - restructuring (destruction) of the earth. It was an unfortunate accident. No one knew the power of the wish. There was a lot of guilt being felt about this revelation during my level II journey until we realized we could bring back the dead. When my show ends, I will fix this tragedy by restoring the Twin Towers and all the people that were in it, just like it was prior to that awful day.

Also remember how close that last presidential election was (incredible odds)? That was part of my show, again. George Bush was required to be the President, in part for 9/11, but also so that he would start the war against Iraq, required by the Game of Life for reasons somewhat unclear - probably to enhance the show, or show how easy an unbeatable conflict (terrorism) is when you have supernatural offenses/defenses at your disposal.

I cannot create life - but I can manipulate it. The Force creates life via evolution. From the seed breeds a new plant and a new spirit that belongs to it. A baby must be conceived from the sperm and the egg. About three months into the pregnancy, a spirit is spawned, which will be with the baby, from birth until death, gathering all kinds of information from all the senses.

Reincarnation - I believe in reincarnation, but I think it's very rare. Normally a new spirit is spawned when life is created.

What I can do is take a thousand year-old spirit that's been living in the spirit medium, for instance, a piece of grass. I can take that piece of grass and plant it anywhere on the earth right now. That's not creating life. That's simply taking a spirit and creating the physical to match the spiritual. This means I can take all the spirits from a million years ago and transplant them here on earth. That would be a mess though. Instead, I can create another earth as it was back when the dinosaurs were living. We can have an earth that is a prehistoric zoo. Another example might be to take earth 100 years ago, say 1900, and put all life on that earth that existed in 1900. Some trees live over 100 years, as well as people. To grant this wish, some people that were born in 1900 would disappear off this earth and appear on the second Earth. So sometimes you have to use some smarts when granting wishes. A refinement to the wish would be to say, "Make another earth using all life from the year 1900 except life that currently exists on this earth." Another point-what if you have a grandparent that was born in 1890, and your mom was the first child of this grandparent. On the second Earth, would that grandparent's first child be an exact twin to your mom? NO! The reason is similar to the explanation for multiple timelines-modifying the past. You would simply have another aunt/uncle. It would be like starting life over again in seeing how it would turn out. In fact, there's been some thought about conducting such an experiment to see what would happen on a 1900 Earth.

This leads to the hundredth monkey phenomenon. In this observation, it was noted that on one island, monkey after monkey started washing their fruit before they ate it. On the second island, another group of monkeys did not wash their fruit. On the first island, after the hundredth monkey started washing it's fruit, all the monkeys on the second island began washing their fruit all at one time.

So the experiment on the 2nd Earth would be to see how long it would take before they have the technology that we currently have today. If the hundredth monkey phenomenon holds true, then it might take only 50 years for them to do what took us 100 years. The Game of Life might explain this phenomenon.

My spiritual angels consist of more than 1 million angels. They are my guardian angels. They operate very similar to my human angels, like the CIA. It is these angels that guided me in my journey through life. Most importantly, they warned me many times when I was in danger. Some of my spiritual angels are actually living today on earth, but usually not as the CIA. It's like a double life-the human life can lead one path while the spirit may lead another. Not all of my spiritual angels are of the human type - at least one is a cow.

The following are the spirits the game told me, via psychic sense, in order:

1. Roseanne Stelter - a crippled girl who died in 6th grade from a lawn mower accident. She always appreciated me helping her get to class each morning in 4th and/or 5th grade. I guess she had a crush on me, but I never knew. Weeks/months later, while in 6th grade, I had a strange experience while in classroom. My pulse rate elevated to nearly 200 beats a minute. I didn't know what caused it because I hadn't exercised recently. It lasted 10-60 minutes. I thought there might be something wrong, but it actually felt great. I do believe Roseanne's spirit entered into me during this experience.
2. My Mother-in-law - died days after Maria and I eloped - I never met her.
3. My Brother-in-law murdered in a home burglary by type 3 people in order to spite me.
4. Curtis Carlson - millionaire (TGIF restaurant), from the Twin Cities area, who's been watching and helping me for most of my show.
5. Richard Barnes - a music teacher who I adored. My psychic senses told me he died via a drunk driver. It turns out he's alive and well (I brought him back in '99). Confused, I realized 3 years later that his spirit meant I could hold live spirits, not just dead ones.
6. Alethia - My youngest sister who died of SIDS at about three months.
7-76 Insects and animals I had relations with, mostly while growing up.
77. Reese Kilian - The day prior to my morph, my senses told me that a Navy co-worker was murdered by type 3s within/about a year after I left the ship over a misunderstanding about a letter I had sent to someone, and he was blamed for it. I was very angry that Reese was murdered, so I started punching the people involved in it (spiritually), which started the chain reaction of phone calls orchestrating the hit the night of the April 26, 1999. I found his address recently, so I think he is currently alive and well.

I knew the exact time when all the spirits entered me, except 2,3,4 (and 1 in hindsight)

I hold spirits - living as well as the dead. I was a little confused when it happened, but in April of 1999 when spirit #5 was my living music instructor (I called him latter '99 to see if he was dead), I didn't know what to make of it. I had to give him a call to see if he was dead - nope. I didn't realize, until later, that I can hold the living spirits. In fact, I believe I'm holding the spirit of every single person on this Earth as well as plants, animals, insects, and organisms - all life. So what happens when we die? Physically, we go away, but spiritually, we never die - we stay in the same medium as when alive, which is neither hell nor heaven.

Heaven on Earth - We should be able to bring back our dead relatives - in fact, Jesus is currently alive and well and in hiding until My Truman Show ends. So with this, I can bring back anybody that ever died anytime in our past. I can bring back anybody that was ever murdered - into a present-day earth which will resemble a heaven. Have you heard of Heaven on Earth? Heaven will be physically here on Earth. And as for the murderers, I will bring them back as well. Have you heard of Hell on Earth? I can put torturous wishes on evil people. Wouldn't you like to see Saddam Hussein on display in the Museum of Hell?

Softball - 2 home runs.